
Wash Me Clean
This song started when I was playing the keyboard and thinking about Psalm 51 and its expression of confession and the need for spiritual cleansing. The place I was sitting looked out a window at ground that happened to be covered in snow from a recent storm. Things then magically aligned where the snow I was looking at fit with the psalm’s words, “wash me, and I shall be whiter than snow.” I then worked snow into my lyrics and came up with draft words for the rest of the song too. Later on, I ended up rewriting most of the lyrics, but I kept the part about snow, and some of the other final lyrics are drawn from this psalm as well.
Another thing to note is, I originally wrote a bridge I liked, but it was really high to sing. I recorded vocals for it multiple times, but things weren’t working, so I decided to try slightly modifying the bridge. That didn’t work either though, so I then decided to scrap the bridge and start over. I wasn’t sure where things would go and I experimented with a lot of ideas; eventually though, I put together a new bridge and I appreciated where I ended up as well as the journey that brought me there.
I’ve stumbled, I’ve fallen down
the past bears its weight
I see now where I went wrong
I’m telling it to you
I’m telling it to you
you know everything I’ve done
nothing’s hidden to you
you are blameless when you judge but
your mercy is ever new
your mercy is ever new
create in me
a clean heart o God
wash me clean
whiter than the snow
how easily I go astray
I’ve been bent from the start
a contrite heart you won’t despise
don’t let me go from you
don’t let me go from you
from the dust, my life you breathed
put a new, right spirit in me
from the dust, my life you breathed
make me new, then I will sing